Meet Sebastian.
For the last few weeks have been some of the hardest weeks in my life. I have been so fortunate to have amazing friends and family pull me through. I would not have been able to be where I am with out everyone of these beautiful people and their incredible strength.
I made a decision after many long conversations that I needed my confidence back. I needed to prove to myself that I am not incapable of love, life, and relationships. I don't know why I ever let anyone actually let me believe I am crazy, stupid, messed up, and so on. Yes, I have a long way to go. However, I know that it is possible. Especially after a certain conversation that made me truly think about my anger and hurt.
Last night was my first step towards getting back to the real me. I found my little stud Sebastian! I adopted him from a cute little family out in Magna, Utah. He is 4 months old and possible the sweetest man I have ever had in my life. He is a mix of (unknown) and Schnauzer. He won't get too big, and gets along really well with our other puppies in the house (Bello and Laya).
Our first night at the house was interesting to say the least. He was all wound up and wanted to do nothing but play all night long. However, do to my human tendency to fall asleep...I did. I woke up to him going to town on a lovely shoe box. Good thing I woke up when I did. He might have got to the nice hiking shoes inside. I guess it's a good thing I actually keep all of my shoes in shoe boxes. He has kept a smile on my face for almost 24 hours straight today.
I am so happy to have the cutest pup in the world.
